Nothing new. Blinders in place. Work has cancelled on us. House pmt 4 behind. New Grandson due the first week of February. Tears flow easily. Bank account is now depleted completely. There is still food. Last month’s bills paid Wednesday and new ones arrived in the mail today.
I still believe we can do this, loose our lives as we know them and not give up our humanity. I refuse to give up hope. I’m going to start sorting out what is precious to me to go into storage so it’s not stolen or lost if we have to go to shelters or live in our car. It’s all I know to do.
Gods keep us.
About Morning Knits
I believe in and practice positive living. I love YARN, cooking, music, bird watching, herbs, and gardening. I am passionate about YHWH the Elohim of all the earth. I believe it's our responsibility to tend that earth. I basically do my thing in a quiet, amused way. I believe in laughter, and the power of combined prayer. I am a true homebody.
I have 6 kids, all home-born and successfully breastfed. They are all grown. I'm the oldest of 9, daughter of a missionary mother who lives in Kenya, and I have a spoiled service dog and 2 rescued cats.
Right now, there is balance after yrs of unemployment. My disability was approved due to degenerative discs, fibromyalgia, and obesity. That last is hard to say. I believe we owe it to ourselves to protect our mental health. It's precious and the one thing we can control. I would rather not do my own housework and I talk too much. I bought a house in North Carolina which I ended up leaving for my husband to sell. I'm a two-time caregiver. My husband and I are separated due to stroke complications and personality difficulties.
I am in Texas now. The one place on earth I said I'd never go unless Yah moved me there and HERE I AM! G and I are sharing a small apartment and so far, things are going well.
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