So I got a text from my oldest daughter this morning letting me know Kayla told her she only got rid of my yarn and some bottles – nothing important to the family. (Everything I took was important to me.) She has some of my stuff and V doesn’t know if or when Kay plans to give it back, but she thought I’d like to know it’s not completely gone.
I tried to text her back and the tears just slid down my face of their own accord.
I’ve been grieving. Yes, grieving my things, but grieving my daughter and grandsons. I’m glad things she deemed important to the family are intact, but things important to my heart can never be repaired. Our relationship is dead and I will never trust her again. She’s ripped my grandson’s from me and said things that can never be unsaid. She’s mean, and that’s not ok. I’m not holding my breath. I am moving forward without her in my life. No one will ever have that kind of control over me again.
About Morning Knits
I believe in and practice positive living. I love YARN, cooking, music, bird watching, herbs, and gardening. I am passionate about YHWH the Elohim of all the earth. I believe it's our responsibility to tend that earth. I basically do my thing in a quiet, amused way. I believe in laughter, and the power of combined prayer. I am a true homebody.
I have 6 kids, all home-born and successfully breastfed. They are all grown. I'm the oldest of 9, daughter of a missionary mother who lives in Kenya, and I have a spoiled service dog and 2 rescued cats.
Right now, there is balance after yrs of unemployment. My disability was approved due to degenerative discs, fibromyalgia, and obesity. That last is hard to say. I believe we owe it to ourselves to protect our mental health. It's precious and the one thing we can control. I would rather not do my own housework and I talk too much. I bought a house in North Carolina which I ended up leaving for my husband to sell. I'm a two-time caregiver. My husband and I are separated due to stroke complications and personality difficulties.
I am in Texas now. The one place on earth I said I'd never go unless Yah moved me there and HERE I AM! G and I are sharing a small apartment and so far, things are going well.
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