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another sleepless night
Hubby doesn’t realize how much I hate being in bed alone. I feel like my soul is withering from lack of care. Damn depression just beats me down.
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walk a mile
Walk a mile in someone’s shoes to understand their problems… we used to get told that as kids. Sometimes I see the posts on FB and can’t even pretend not to cry as they make fun of people. There’s that fast … Continue reading
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feeling like hibernating
It’s cold this morning. No coffee, no creamer, no wood for the fireplace. I’ve got the space heater blowing on my feet and 2 pair of socks on. Wrist warmers, check! Got the tears out of the way. I’m knitting. … Continue reading
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clowns
I wonder how many of us are really clowns? White face, painted on smile, tears from the night, hidden. I have to keep up the happy face and act like things will get better for those around me. The littlest … Continue reading
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making extremes “SING!”
Certainty in a reality of making extremes “SING!” Doesn’t that sound like an odd thing to say? Today I’m certain of a few things. My dog loves me. My husband and I are ok. Our son is ok. My husband sings off … Continue reading
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Forward
We found out the Internet didn’t communicate with the local office and our food stamps were canceled. I had no way of knowing until the money didn’t load as expected on the 12th. Office visited, paperwork filed, I was told … Continue reading
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Piss on the depression
Tuesday, I will set out and tackle the problem. Refile for food stamps. While I’m in the office, I’m going to see if we can get cash and medical assistance too. I know the govt doesn’t want to help, but … Continue reading
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they do everything
to crush a person’s spirit. The EBT didn’t refil this morning. No notice, nothing. Online it showed everything as being fine. This morning the online doesn’t function and says my account is invalid. We don’t money assistance, all we receive … Continue reading
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another day
Nothing new. Blinders in place. Work has cancelled on us. House pmt 4 behind. New Grandson due the first week of February. Tears flow easily. Bank account is now depleted completely. There is still food. Last month’s bills paid Wednesday … Continue reading
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what to keep and what to share…
Another Holiday under our belts. Family, check. Good times, check. Disappointment, oh yeah. Excitement, wrapped in something personal, check there too. Sometimes I wonder if we will ever celebrate this season without tears. Will we ever just let it be, … Continue reading
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Green Jean Granny 