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Darkest Before Dawn

Remind me when I get teary at Steve’s regressions that they come after and before breakthroughs. The disconnects are so complete that I forget they are temporary. I’ve never felt anything so completely overwhelming in my life. I can’t even … Continue reading

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SEEDS!

A local friend asked me if I’d grow her seeds in exchange for having a share of the plants. I didn’t have money for my own seeds and she doesn’t have time to grow hers. What a blessing for both … Continue reading

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12 more hours

It’s been so wonderful having Steve with me. He was 5 hrs later than we’d talked about. I totally cried when I first saw him – but if you think I was happy, you should have seen the dogs. Rory has … Continue reading

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and again, he’s coming

I’m impatient. I want him here with me and he’s busy loving me and trying to make me happy by fitting in all that he can into the car. He’s been delayed by packing my things into the car and … Continue reading

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closer and closer

He’s coming. He’s better, over being angry. I can’t wait. I want to drag him into bed and keep him there and we have obligations OUT of bed! I love this man so much and he can’t stay yet. I … Continue reading

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finally, a visit!

Hubby is coming Sunday night and leaving on Wednesday morning. I had to talk to his boss so there was enough notice given. He’s bitching a hundred miles a minute. I am so afraid he will back out on the … Continue reading

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almost quiet

Seems the way out of discussing this situation is to give me two-minute check ins once a day. He’s sick and doesn’t feel like talking. I have lump in the throat-itis myself. I hate that I can’t stop this momentary … Continue reading

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fucking honesty

I told Steve to stop putting things off this morning. Stop complaining about HOW people help him and be thankful they are helping him.  Things are improving and he can’t see past the rain. I hate saying things are on … Continue reading

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whoop!

Got everything I needed to accomplish today, handled. The $1,600 utility bill The city sent me, was knocked down to $297. (I just had to keep my cool. There was no way it was even possible for the bill to … Continue reading

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I got a bit angry last night…

Steve called at about 5:30 to give me bad news. He was stranded again. The truck had given out for the 14th time I think. I listened to him tell me where he was, how lucky he’d been to have … Continue reading

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