I know there is a knot here someplace . . .

We were anticipating this great week with 3 unexpected cleaning jobs. Instead, the alternator went out on the Jimmy, ate up our money we got from the tiny bit of regular work, and we had to cancel the jobs we had scheduled. I don’t think I can handle another week like this. Goddess intervene, please!

My oldest develpoed pneumonia – I’ve been so worried. Finally heard from her tonight that she’s almost 100% better. There is a thankyou for the day!

My diet is blown and I can’t seem to get back on it.

EBT refills tomorrow – another THANK GOODNESS . . .

All week, all I could think about was counting unhatched chickens, and trying not to cry.

The water bill was tripple what we expected. The garden has burned up. I had committed to paying the bills ourselves this month and had already done it, when the money disappeared – no house payment in sight for July yet.

I made a pair of socks, and haven’t finished the second pair – I got bummed out and stopped. lol Oh my. I need to stop moping and figure out how we are going to manage. Thing is, I guess we will simply run a month behind and hope something good work wise comes back into view. Looking for my knot at the end of my rope again…I know it’s here, but the slide down to it is getting to me.

Anyway. Just trying to keep up to date with the blog. I also need to make dinner and have no idea what to do. Omlets… that could work.

About Morning Knits

I believe in and practice positive living. I love YARN, cooking, music, bird watching, herbs, and gardening. I am passionate about YHWH the Elohim of all the earth. I believe it's our responsibility to tend that earth. I basically do my thing in a quiet, amused way. I believe in laughter, and the power of combined prayer. I am a true homebody. I have 6 kids, all home-born and successfully breastfed. They are all grown. I'm the oldest of 9, daughter of a missionary mother who lives in Kenya, and I have a spoiled service dog and 2 rescued cats. Right now, there is balance after yrs of unemployment. My disability was approved due to degenerative discs, fibromyalgia, and obesity. That last is hard to say. I believe we owe it to ourselves to protect our mental health. It's precious and the one thing we can control. I would rather not do my own housework and I talk too much. I bought a house in North Carolina which I ended up leaving for my husband to sell. I'm a two-time caregiver. My husband and I are separated due to stroke complications and personality difficulties. I am in Texas now. The one place on earth I said I'd never go unless Yah moved me there and HERE I AM! G and I are sharing a small apartment and so far, things are going well.

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