So I asked Steve for a small jar of Pizza sauce, butter and 2 cans of dog food. He wanders Kroger for an hour and a half and comes home with doughnut holes, 6 pks budig meats, 4 ramen noodle cups, pop tarts, tortilla chips, soda, 3 pks muffin mix, butter, bread, half and half, eggs, dog food, trash bags and pizza sauce. He spent $33 including $10 gas. He made $80. I can’t get the house off my mind. It’s almost too late to mail the payment. I guess he’s just gonna throw his hands up and say oh well.
I talked to G about my feelings and plans. He’s ok with it and understands. Vanessa is ready to help me as well. She can help with leaving or with 2 months of housepayments as I wait for disability to be decided. I feel angrier every day and I hate it.
About Morning Knits
I believe in and practice positive living. I love YARN, cooking, music, bird watching, herbs, and gardening. I am passionate about YHWH the Elohim of all the earth. I believe it's our responsibility to tend that earth. I basically do my thing in a quiet, amused way. I believe in laughter, and the power of combined prayer. I am a true homebody.
I have 6 kids, all home-born and successfully breastfed. They are all grown. I'm the oldest of 9, daughter of a missionary mother who lives in Kenya, and I have a spoiled service dog and 2 rescued cats.
Right now, there is balance after yrs of unemployment. My disability was approved due to degenerative discs, fibromyalgia, and obesity. That last is hard to say. I believe we owe it to ourselves to protect our mental health. It's precious and the one thing we can control. I would rather not do my own housework and I talk too much. I bought a house in North Carolina which I ended up leaving for my husband to sell. I'm a two-time caregiver. My husband and I are separated due to stroke complications and personality difficulties.
I am in Texas now. The one place on earth I said I'd never go unless Yah moved me there and HERE I AM! G and I are sharing a small apartment and so far, things are going well.
Green Jean Granny 
Hang in there lovey.
thanks honey…may have found a second option to mull over. Another friend with acerage and a house in Michigan. She could use a bit of help and I’ve known her for ages. She said she was going to do a bit of checking as well so we’d have options. If Kayla is moving to Macon, there isn’t any point to one place over another except that I love ya.