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About Morning Knits

I believe in and practice positive living. I love YARN, cooking, music, bird watching, herbs, and gardening. I am passionate about YHWH the Elohim of all the earth. I believe it's our responsibility to tend that earth. I basically do my thing in a quiet, amused way. I believe in laughter, and the power of combined prayer. I am a true homebody. I have 6 kids, all home-born and successfully breastfed. They are all grown. I'm the oldest of 9, daughter of a missionary mother who lives in Kenya, and I have a spoiled service dog and 2 rescued cats. Right now, there is balance after yrs of unemployment. My disability was approved due to degenerative discs, fibromyalgia, and obesity. That last is hard to say. I believe we owe it to ourselves to protect our mental health. It's precious and the one thing we can control. I would rather not do my own housework and I talk too much. I bought a house in North Carolina which I ended up leaving for my husband to sell. I'm a two-time caregiver. My husband and I are separated due to stroke complications and personality difficulties. I am in Texas now. The one place on earth I said I'd never go unless Yah moved me there and HERE I AM! G and I are sharing a small apartment and so far, things are going well.

Piss on the depression

Tuesday, I will set out and tackle the problem. Refile for food stamps. While I’m in the office, I’m going to see if we can get cash and medical assistance too. I know the govt doesn’t want to help, but … Continue reading

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they do everything

to crush a person’s spirit. The EBT didn’t refil this morning. No notice, nothing. Online it showed everything as being fine. This morning the online doesn’t function and says my account is invalid. We don’t money assistance, all we receive … Continue reading

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another day

Nothing new. Blinders in place. Work has cancelled on us. House pmt 4 behind. New Grandson due the first week of February. Tears flow easily. Bank account is now depleted completely. There is still food. Last month’s bills paid Wednesday … Continue reading

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what to keep and what to share…

Another Holiday under our belts. Family, check. Good times, check. Disappointment, oh yeah. Excitement, wrapped in something personal, check there too. Sometimes I wonder if we will ever celebrate this season without tears. Will we ever just let it be, … Continue reading

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blessings on this new day

Such a strange feel to the morning. I woke up from the same dreams I’ve had for 2 weeks. Came downstairs and started to turn on the tv but didn’t – instead, I made coffee, then went out on the … Continue reading

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keeping on

Well, I thought I should update this. We sealed our fate for what WE can do when we paid the dentist for my teeth. No chance to make up past house payments. That’s so hard for me to know. Can’t … Continue reading

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Sometimes I think I must be very wicked

I know that’s not true, but the thought still comes. I don’t understand how we can try so very hard and nothing works out for us. Friends have sweet words about how everyone is struggling and it will work out … Continue reading

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Framing

It’s turned into a tough month. Who could have known that 3 days of work would cancel? Or that my tooth would act up? Why do all the things I love about the fall have to feel framed in this … Continue reading

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first

Yesterday was our trivia tournament. We did well, had a good team, but didn’t pull out THE win. The last question was tricky. Put down up to 20 answers, 2 pts for each right answer, 2 points subtracted for each … Continue reading

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a hunting we will go, hi ho the dairy-o, a hunting we will go!

Well, I’m trying to figure out how to make this new way of living actually bring in money. We are conditioned to make the most of things aren’t we? So that’s what we’re working on. Not sure exactly what is … Continue reading

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